Haley the Walking Existential Crisis

Welcome to my little corner of insanity!

About

Name: Haley/EddyPronouns: She/Her/They/ThemBirthday: 5/16Occupation: Student/Model/Sad Cosplayer/WriterMBTI: INFJNationality: American; ESTGreetings! Salutations! And all those fancy welcomes! My name is Haley, and warmly welcome you to this little introduction. I spend a lot of my free time making characters of my own, and all sorts of fandoms. I’ve a degree in English and I recently graduated university with a degree in English Literature, Language and Criticism. I excel at academic writing but I love writing creatively too, even if it isn’t my strongest point!
I grew up a military brat, and am no stranger to travel or change and get a great deal of joy out of meeting new people and experiencing different things and ideas! I am presently homebound due to my respiratory issues and being immunocompromised, meaning I do a great deal of my work from home as a result, and love being able to interact with people online where I can. I can be very shy but I love meeting new people and interacting with others, as socialization, while I may not always be the best at it, brings me great joy! Never be afraid to approach me!


  • English is my first and only real conversational level language, but I know scattered bits of french, spanish and japanese!

  • I am consistently in crisis mode

  • I am a cis heteroxexual female and Ally of all my LGBTQ+ friends because they are perfect and I love them

  • I can't draw but I like to commission things for my friends where I can ;;

  • I cosplay okay sometimes

  • It takes me 70000 years to answer messages and notifications

  • I consistently have 163,290 email notifications and counting

  • I have severe anxiety and depression disorders I'm constantly fighting but I'm out here to win! I love making friends!!

  • I'm an extreme empath, so I'm at my happiest when the people around me are happy!

  • All my characters are smol but I myself am standing at 5'7" and seeing over most my friends heads

  • I'm a mystery lover, give me crime shows, books, games, and I'm there

  • I love spicy food more than the safety of my mouth

  • I have a bad case of resting bitchface but I'm actually baby

  • I type! With a lot of punctuation! And Emoji's ;; Because I get anxiety not being able to portray emotion and facial expression in text

  • I can take a while to respond and open up sometimes, as I have some severe trust issues, so I'm sorry if it takes a while for me to be more open! ;;

Favorite Characters

This is mostly for me, putting somewhere where I can look at all my favorite boys and girls and the joy they bring me. I'm always looking to talk about them and their series SOOO--

Cosplay

One of my alltime favorite pastimes, and probably my most skilled artform, is cosplay! I love pushing my limits and comfort zones to try and recreate characters using both makeup and crafting skills! I've still got a lot to learn, but I'm proud of the progress I've made and happy to share some of my favorites here! More can be seen on my Instagram and sometimes my primary Twitter!!



OCs

I have a lot of characters. The creation of story and characterization is one of my favorite things in the world, and what I went to school to study! Having such a fascination with the creative mind, it's no surprise that I should have so many characters, both original and fandom based. These are the ones I work with most, though I have a lot more on my toyhouse!


Name: Koharu Ito
Age: 22
Gender: Female
Fandom: IDOLiSH7

Bright, Collected and Graceful, Koharu Ito is half of the widely popular idol duo VIRTUE and known for her cool image and smooth dancing. Behind her icy apperance, however, lies a woman burning with compassion and kindness, often coming off as an eniga to the people around her. Despite her outter strength, it is evident that a raging battle is at war witin her soul.


Name: Yura Kha
Age: 17
Gender: Female
Fandom: Final Fantasy XIV

Yura Kha is a young Au Ra Xaela Dragoon hailing from Ishgard. Yura was raised and by her single father, as her mother left when she was still a young child. Despite pleas from her friend and family, Yura allowed her curiosity to get the better of her, and elected to leave Ishgard in search of her mother. She was eventually taken in by the Scions of the Seventh Dawn. She is well meaning and dedicated, but young and very aggressive.


Name: Sage Iria Lécuyer
Age: 17-22
Gender: Female
Fandom: Fire Emblem: Three Houses

Am powerful mage and the eldest child of House Lécuyer, a minor house in the Holy Kingdom of Faerghus and in service under House Gautier, Sage is often considered to be a very poised and well-bred young woman. Despite the unfortunate circumstances of her status as a crestless bastard child, Sage holds her head high, carrying herself with an ethereal grace and while remaining compassionate and understanding. She is a student at the Officers Academy and is a member of the Blue Lions.


Name: Camilla
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Fandom: Twisted Wonderland

An enigma to the many students around her, Camilla came to Night Raven College like many of her fellow peers, but with one distinct realization found during the initiation ceremony: she is unable to use magic and comes from another world. Despite these unfortunate circumstances, she does her best to keep a good attitude, and is known for her calm but optimistic attitude and dedication to her work, even if she has a tendency to hide her own issues.


Name: Aleandra
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Fandom: Genshin Impact

A Snezhnayan diplomat and ardent advocate for change, Aleandra spent a great deal of her life living by the rules set by her parents when she was young, remembering always to be "seen not heard." However, in the wake of the chaos caused by the Fatui, she seeks to do her best to prevent damage to the innocent and unprotected, using her role as a means to further keep those around her out of harms way. She loves her home and her people, but despises what they have come to represent and is aware of her status as a puppet. She would do anything to protect her loved ones, even if that meant becoming a devil in their eyes.


Name: Blair Sadler
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Fandom: Nancy Drew

A young woman with an insatiable curiosity and the power to seemingly always be in the right place at the right time, Blair Sadler is a young detective working under The Network on cases of varying degrees. Blair hosts hoards of random knowledge under her belt, and has theories about everything under the sun as a result, relying on her expertise in mysteries of the past to allow her to navigate the questions of the present. She works closely alongside her best friend and partner Celia Acosta.


Name: Kayda Kuraokami
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Fandom: Monster Prom

Kayda Kuraokami is an Ice Dragon Spirit who keeps as cool a head as she keeps her body temperature despite her burning heart. Having a composed and collected nature and a generally well meaning attitude, Kayda is often held as a voice of reason, though this means little in a school where chaos reigns supreme.


Name: Kayda Kuraokami
Age: 21
Gender: Female
Fandom: Monster Prom

A Magister of Extreme Wit, Power and Knowledge, Caecilia is regarded by many as a leper, yet remains feared and respected for her abilities all the same. Despite being looked down upon by many in thought, Caecilia has never let it stop her from pursuing her goals of bettering her people, remorseful for who they had become and the horrible things they had done to others. while she cares a great deal for her home, she is prone to speaking out about many of the issues it faces as a whole, earning her many more than a single enemy. While regarded as kind by the masses, Caecilia can still be ruthless and would not hesitate to cut down those who stand in her way, believing heavily in acceptable loss.


Name: Blake
Age: Varies
Gender: Female
Fandom: Pokemon

A young woman with an indomitable will and need to explore, Blake left home as soon as she was given the chance in order to further explore the world around her. Born in Dewford, Blake loved her home, but always felt rather restricted. she kept herself entertained by stories of myth and legend, and found herself fascinated with rumors and stories, and this was a fascination that stayed with her for a great majority of her life. She now takes every opportunity she can to investigate these stories and rumors herself, hoping to adventure and uncover mysteries of the world.


Name: Eddy
Age: Don't Ask
Gender: Female
Fandom: VTuber
Species: Eagle-Owl

Once a wisp within the wind, Eddy has long since forgotten her original name, preferring to look ahead in life. A recluse by nature, Eddy had spent a great deal of her existence withdrawn from others, preferring her solitude to the company of others. Despite her attempts to remain withdrawn, she soon found herself drawn to the unique perspectives brought to her by others, a chance encounter and kindness bringing her faith as she began to take some degree of fascination with new encounters and interactions. However, a grand loss and a betrayal of trust and faith drew her quickly back into hiding, her faith shattered and her heart hardened by the encounter. Despite this, as time moved forward, she was faced with a second chance at life, a chance encounter bringing faith back into her life as she chose to once again try and open her mind and her heart, though doing so with great caution. After all, as soft as this owl may look, she is, by all means, still a bird of prey and will not hesitate to protect what she holds dear.

FAQ

Can I add you on Discord?
If we've talked a bit / interacted beforehand, yes! I'm hyper awkward and shy and have a hard time talking to people sometimes so I only like to add people I've decided I'm comfortable with. That said, don't be afraid to ask me for it if we have talked even just in tags because more than likely I'm too afraid to ask for yours LOL
How long have you been cosplaying?
I'd like to say 6-7 years! I've honestly lost count LOL
Do you make your costumes?
Some of them! not all of them but I like to challenge myself where I can! I try to share progress on my own creations and tag where I bought it if I bought it.
Where did you get [insert object here]?
This generally pertains to things like wigs, costumes, contacts, makeup, sometimes merchandise and the like, and I try to tag where I get my supplies! If you ever want to know where I got something, let me know! And if I can't find it, I'll do my best to track it down or something similar for you!
How did you make / do [insert object here]?
In regards to certain techniques and skills I used, again, never be afraid to ask me! I try to keep record of everything I make and I'll help best I can to explain how I do things or ways that could help you to do things. If I can't help, I'll try to find someone who can!
What do you use to make your FFXIV edits?
Feel free to DM me on this! I'm not comfortable talking about it elsewhere
Do you draw?
Poorly. I'm a better writier and went to school for it, so I generally draw on p2u bases and commission a great deal of my art. I do enjoy designing where I can though!
Can I draw your character?
YESS, I ALWAYS CRYYY WHEN SOMEONE IS KIND ENOUGH AND I'LL SHOWER YOU WITH LOVE IN RETURN
What do you generally commission?
I usually commission my characters but I like to shower my friends with love where I can. A lot of my characters are fandom related and theres a lot of OC canon, so be aware.
What the heck is with your schedule and why do you take so long to respond?
OKAY SO I'M REALLY BAD. I have insomnia and a really messed up schedule even when I do sleep, going to bed at like 5am and waking up at like 12pm est. so my stuff can be kinda erratic. This is because I spend a lot of time at home, especially nowadays due to being immunocompromised. As for why I take so long to answer, I always want to but sometimes i get very drained or shy and then I forget and have to work up the courage to beat my fear of awkwardness after a week passes. Some days it can take anywhere from a few minutes to a few days to get back to you. If I don't answer and it's been a while don't be afraid to hit me up again! The last few years have been sending me in another way and I'm easily distracted and preoccupied.
What are your hobbies?
I’m a living shut in honestly! I attend school from home so theres where I usally am, helping to take care of my mother and our 5 animals, as my father is military and lives across the country presently. So my main hobbies are primarily cosplay, writing, gaming, watching hulu and netflix for absurd amounts of time and other things
Do you roleplay?
I’ve fallen out of RP but I could be persuaded if we spoke enough!
Are you open to OC connections?
ABSOLUTELY. I LOVE talking about characters with people! Headcanons, connections, you name it! I adore hearing about other peoples characters so please, feel free to spill ALL TO ME.
Can I contact you?
Always! see my contact page for the best ways go get in contact with me. I' always down to chat in general or about characters! Or if you need help with anything be it projects or just an ear ;;
What is you XIV server?
I have characters on Malboro, Adamantoise, Siren, Famfrit! My main is Malboro on Crystal~
I'll add as more things come up, so don't be afraid to ask me questions!!

Interests

Primary Interests

  • IDOLiSH7

  • FFXIV

  • Crystal Bearers

  • Fire Emblem

  • Free!

  • Genshin Impact

  • Life is Strange

  • Monster Prom

  • Sherlock Holmes

  • Star Wars

  • Twisted Wonderland

  • Nancy Drew

Anime

  • Bungou Stray Dogs

  • Hypnosis Mic (Anime but it's also not?? idk)

  • IDOLiSH7

  • B-Project

  • Cute High Earth Defense Club Love!

  • Diamond No Ace

  • Durarara!!

  • Fairy Tail

  • Free! Iwatobi Swim Club

  • Gakuen Babysitters

  • Pokemon

  • Starmyu

  • Tsurune

  • Yu-gi-oh

  • A lot of other stuff I don't recall right now

Games

  • FFXIV

  • Final Fantasy the Crystal Chronicles: The Crystal Bearers

  • Fire Emblem

  • Genshin Impact

  • Nancy Drew Game Series

  • Life is Strange

  • Monster Prom

  • Frogware Sherlock Holmes games

  • Star Wars: The Old Republic

  • Twisted Wonderland

  • Assassins Creed

  • Detroit: Become Human

  • Yakuza

  • Dragon Age

  • Dynasty Warriors

  • Fallout

  • The Elder Scrolls

  • Final Fantasy 7-15

  • Kingdom Hearts

  • Mass Effect

  • Overwatch

  • Persona

  • Resident Evil

  • Samurai Warriors

  • Story of Seasons / Harvest Moon / Rune Factory

  • More stuff I'm probably not thinking about

TV/Movies

  • Almost all Adam Sandler movies

  • Full House

  • Law and Order SVU

  • Star Wars

  • Pirates of the Carribean

  • The Labyrinth

  • Breakfast Club

  • A lot of 70s-early 2000s movies

  • Horror Movies

  • Mystery Movies and Shows

  • Jimmy Neutron

  • BBC Pride and Prejudice

  • I don't watch a lot of TV OTL

Books

  • The Road

  • Agatha Christie Books

  • Nancy Drew and Hardy Boys Books

  • Edgar Allen Poe collections

  • The Outsiders

  • The Razors Edge

  • The Body

  • to The Lighthouse

  • Sherlock Holmes Cooks

  • To Kill a Mocking Bird

  • The Devil in Massachusetts

  • Watt

  • SWTOR Books

  • I've read a lot of books your safer asking me if I've read something LOL

Music

  • Tears for Fears

  • Marty Robins

  • Almost all the soundtracks to the listed video games

  • IDOLiSH7

  • TRIGGER

  • ZOOL

  • Re:Vale

  • Johnny Cash

  • Sutopuri

  • Two Steps From Hell

  • A lot of 80s music

  • More to add I'm sure

Before Interacting

  • I have serve anxiety and depression and it severely impairs me at time. I can only ask for patience when it comes to how slow I can be.

  • I tend to avoid most NSFW stuff but it doesn't bother me. It's just not what you'll see a lot of with my content / with content I interact with, but it might slip in there sometimes, especially on my VTuber twitter since so many of my friends are 18+

  • I'm honestly very easy going and it takes a lot to get to me, but theres still no tolerance for the general DNI stuff: Homophobia, terf, racist, supporter of any of this etc. You have no place here.

  • There is a LOT of OCxCanon involved here so if you don't like that please just avoid!!

  • Please don't use my characters without my permission

  • I love seeing characters of all kinds and do not have any issue seeing people with the same ships as me! I know some people aren’t comfortable with this and that is perfectly okay! I just want to let it be known I love seeing ALL THE SHIPS.

  • None of my characters are self inserts unless explicitly stated. Do not confuse me with my characters.

  • I AM ALSO NOT THE CHARACTERS I COSPLAY. PLEASE DO NOT FORGET THIS. I HATE HAVING TO EXPLAIN THIS.

  • I take a while to respond sometimes. Please do not rush me unless it's very important. I'm sorry, but believe me, I'm trying.

Where to Find Me

VTuber Content

FFXIV Content

Discord

Please see FAQ for discord info!